DoE:An Incubus Love BL

~*magical flashback*~

He shakily lifted his hands, blood, human blood, it covered them. He looked at the scene, a sea of blood, there he was the man he loved….his stomach and chest open, his heart literally torn out…..he looked at the other being in the room the women he was having affair with…The women whom his lover loved more than him…her womb was ripped open a fetus crush, trampled on the ground beside her 'I've done this' he thought his hands trembled and pulled on the top of his head staining his black hair with dark crimson red  '…what, what am I?'

A sly dark voice cooed in his head sounding both far away yet close whispering in his ears 'A demon with no heart, don't ever forget it.'

*3 years after the destruction of the Chancel*

Ying Ning: It has seem after a year's or so since Ying has suddenly repapered again only to find all his love ones in a rather gloomy state of misery, one of the love ones he rather seemed to try to visit more than the rest, and that was Yuya, he knew the feeling of losing a loved one and had been apparently pestering him for a while now for about a year trying to get him to smile wonderfully like he use to. With a soft knock on the door he waited.

Yuya: *Today was one of the few days when Yuya actually had been left alone by his family (a blessing for the new head) and he had intended on using it to sleep one of the few things he ever felt like doing these days. Unfortunately a soft knock roused him from his nap on the family room floor. He adjusts his yukata and then goes to answer* Yes?

Ying Ning: cheerful as ever with the same smile dancing on his lips he waved to Yuya happily a fruit basket in his other hand "Yuya I came to visit~"

Yuya: *he glanced at the fruit basket but his expression never changed from tired and defeated* Thanks I suppose...I don't know why you'd want to visit...plus I'm tired...*the last part was a lie since he always was tired now*

Ying Ning : *blows him a kiss* Should I tuck you in then? *he chuckled and hugged Yuya* "I came to visit cause I am worried about you, you seem so worn out these days dear," *pinches his cheeks* "Where's that favorite smile of mine go?"

Yuya : *allows Ying to hug him* I don't know where it went, I just feel to tired most of the time now. Don't worry though. *he waved a hand to emphasize the point before leaving the door open for Ying and going back to flop on the living room floor*

Ying Ning: *he entered the house closing the door behind him, sitting down by Yuya he took a apple and a small from the basket then began to cut it* "Well it is a shame I do not believe that is all wrong with you" *offers a piece to Yuya mouth* "Say ahhh~"

Yuya: *holds out his hand and says a little irritably* I can feed myself...and it is what's wrong...I'm tired and running a family his hard as well...*sighs*

Ying Ning:  *chuckles and places the apple on Yuya hand giving him a warm smile he patted Yuya head softly* "There is no shame in asking for help, do you wish to tell me about it I am sure you might feel a bit better."

Yuya:*lying to himself and Ying* I just told you the problem....I am tired all the time and I don't know why...*eats apple slice*

Ying Ning: "........" *flicks Yuya forehead* "Liars get punished you know."

Yuya: *rubs forehead* That actually hurt...and I'm not lying.

Ying Ning: "My dear boy I know you well and I think I know by now when you are telling the truth," *sighs and shakes his head handing Yuya another apple slice* "Buy matters are your matters you do not have to tell me the truth if you do not wish for me to know."

Yuya: *takes apple slice and eats it quietly thinking. After awhile he finally says something at a whisper* ....I'm scared Ying

Ying Ning : *puts down the apple and knife taking Yuya hands in his looking him directly in the eye* "....what are you scared of?"

Yuya: *closes his eyes* Being alone forever...never feeling more than tired again...

Ying Ning: *he paused for a moment then pulled Yuya into a warm hug wrapping his arm around his body securing him in his warmth* "....you shall never be alone I hope you know," *His voice was soft and calming as he stroked Yuya head* "I shall always be here for you,...so will the rest of us."

Yuya:*he hugged back weakly but he wasn't convinced...in any case friends being there wasn't very assuring...they all had to leave at some point right? To families...lovers...he wanted to have someone by his side like Toh used to be. But he didn't want to burden Ying with all that so he kept it bottled up* Thanks Ying...I really mean it

Ying Ning: *he smiled at Yuya warmly and pulled back from the embrace, he swiftly move Yuya hair a bit out of his face, the placed a soft kiss on his forehead* "You should know I am nearly immortal and will not stop petering you until you or I die, so you are going to have to put up with me until your death bed"

Yuya: Oh joy...a whole century together *he smiled a little. it wasn't like the smiles he used to give but it was better than nothing* ...Thank you for visiting me. Its nice of you to do that, surprised me.

Ying Ning : *he clapped happily looking at Yuya face cheerfully* "You smiled! You finally smiled! "*ruffles Yuya head* "You are a person very dear to me in my heart Yuya, Of course I would visit someone who seems so much filled in sorrow."

Yuya: I guess I did. * it remains on his face for a bit longer before he slips back to his neutral expression*...I'm dear to you? *his voice is a little surprised*

Ying Ning::*smiles brightly at Yuya* "Yes in fact you are, you hold a very important place in my heart."

Yuya: *a little taken aback* oh...um...thanks...although I really don't get why. We were never really...normal together save for you hoarding secrets on me.

Ying Ning : *chuckles and pats his head then laid down on the floor* "Ah it is quite alright if you do not get it," *smile sup at him slyly* "besides I never showed any one those 'secrets' have I?"

Yuya: True...but why am I so important to you...? I never did much for you. *leans over him to look directly in his eyes*

Ying Ning: *reaches over and pinches Yuya cheeks stretching them smiling* "Why you ask....lets see.... your personality seems to brighten up my mood quite often, you are the first man in a few couple hundred years that I feel rather energizes my long life," *and have made me unknowingly fall in love he added quietly in his head* "plus you have rather interesting reactions when I tease you."

Yuya:  Let go of my face please...it kind of hurts. And thank you for the compliments...although I'm not sure how energizing I am now...*laughs weakly at himself*

Ying Ning: *lets go of his face* "Then I shall just have to fix that will I not?" *crosses his legs and picks up the apple and knife again cutting another slice he offered it to Yuya*

Yuya:  *takes the apple slice an eats it, looking at Ying with a confused expression*

Ying Ning: *a smile crosses his face as he gets an idea* "Tell me Yuya," *sits up* " would you like to accompany me on a trip?"

Yuya: *raises an eyebrow* Trip? *he hadn't left the family compound or town since he got there*

Ying Ning: *a huge grin spread on his face and he grabbed Yuya hand* "Yep! Lets get going!" *he pulled Yuya out of the estate then into his car, he slipped on his seat belt and started revving up the engine* "Put your seat belt on dear or you shall fly out the window."

Yuya:  Ying...you didn't even give me a chance to put on shoes. *puts on seat belt anyways and fidgets with his yukata*

Ying Ning: "Where we are going you will not even need foot wear." *he pulled out of the parking space and began driving like a maniac through the streets then onto an open highway with a construction warning sign by it, Ying seemed to take no mind to them and continued to drive on forward, you could see the road ending as they went up higher, with a hard push they drove off the road, and suddenly they were in another place, unlocking his seat belt he closed the door behind him then went to go to YUya door offering him a hand*

Yuya:  Oh god i forgot....you drive like a crazy person....*he took Ying's hand*

Ying Ning: *chuckles and starts pulling Yuya through a thick, dense forest he moved a a very high speed seeming excited going to their destination, pulling Yuya through a mass of vines covering a sort of cave,  he stopped when they arrived at a very beautiful scene, a large piece of the cave stuck out above them deflecting water to the below they were literally under a water fall*

Yuya: Yuya: *in awe* Wow...this is....amazing, Ying. How on earth---*he trails off taken in by the splendor*

Ying Ning: "I came to this spot often if I am down or conflicted about something and just wish to yell it out," *stands on the edge* "HAVING A ONE SIDED LOVE IS PAINFUL WHY CAN NOT THE IDIOT REALIZE IT YET?" *he screamed out as loud as he can, the water fall drowning out the screaming*

Yuya: *yells*I JUST WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE *turns to Ying* who's the idiot bothering you?
Ying Ning:  *sighs shaking his head then yells again* "HEEE ISSSSS SSUCCCCHHH ANNNN IDDDDDDIIIIIIIIOOTTTTTTTTTTT."

Yuya:  Why don't you talk to him then? *Instead of yelling into the open yells again himself* I'M TIRED OF ALL THISSSSSS

Ying Ning:  "....I already did, AND HE IS A SUPPER DUPPER EEXXTTREEMEEE IDIIOTTT FOORRR NOTTT REEEAAALLIZZZIINNGGG WWWHHOO III AMMM TAALLKKINNGGG ABBBOUUUTTT EEEVVVEEEN AFFFTTTEERRR ALMMOSSSTTT 3 YEEARRSS>"

Yuya: THEN MAKE IT MORE OBVIOUSSSSSSS DUHHHHHHHHH!

Ying Ning: "I ALREADY HAVE HEIS JUST TO MUCH OF A THICK HEADED IDIOT TO REALIZE I"M TALKING ABOUT HIM RIGHTTT INN FFRRONNNT OFF HIMMMM!"

Yuya:  THEN OBVIOUSLYYYY YOU HAVE TO CHANGE YOUR TACTICSSSSSSSS!

Ying Ning: GAHHHHH I AM A ANCIENT OLD INCUBUS WITH EVERY TATIC IN MY HAND AND TRIED TO GET HIM TO REALIZE IT ALREADY WHY THE HELL DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE  SO CLUELESSS?!!!! *sighs and flops down on the grass* GAHHHHHHHHHH

Yuya: *sits down next to him* Have you tried just kissing him or something? I mean clearly the guy doesn't respond to normal tactics. Or maybe you should take him on a date? Something that he can't mistake as anything else *thinks* I could talk to him too I suppose...although I guess my love advice would kind of suck considering my current status

Ying Ning: *sighs and lays on his stomach playing with his hair* "Would you be surprise if I said I confessed my love to him right in front of him and did not even take any special meaning to it......" *sighs again resting his head on his arms he stared up at Yuya* "..I do not think you will be able to talk to him."

Yuya:  *frowns not wanting another person having love trouble* I bet I could. And I'm sure that the person is dense. Up the anty! You're in incubus don't let someone beat you at your own game! *smiles again wanting to cheer him up* I believe in you Ying.

Ying Ning:  *sighs and thinks such an idiot over and over again in his hand, he buried his face in his arms a soft mumble  as he said two very shocking (probably only to Yuya though) words* "...it's you."

Yuya: *he took a moment to register what Ying had said, making sure he didn't hear wrong. Then suddenly his face turned a bright red. He definitely was no longer feeling only tired emotions* W-what...? Ying....you really shouldn't mess with people like that. *he laughed a little nervously* Might upset them...

Ying Ning: *sighs and flops on his back shaking his head a hand hiding his expression   if you were to look closer though you would notice an expression rarely seen on his face, his cheeks were to soft shades of pink, he was blushing,  still mumbling he shifted his hand a bit looking up at Yuya* "See a clueless idiot..."

Yuya:  *thinks for a moment* Y-you were serious?

Ying Ning: *shakes his head still blushing he sat up and looked Yuya directly in the eye* "Yes," *flicks Yuya forehead* "See I told you even when i saw it out loud you still do not believe it." *flops back down on the ground*

Yuya: *still an unhealthy color of red and kind of flustered* I...I'm just surprised...I mean...It feels out of nowhere and I'm not particularly special or anything especially in how I am around you...*laughs a little* ...plus I mean...yeah...*trails off*

Ying Ning: *is smiling a bit* "Really now? I have hinted you about my feelings countless of times yet you seem to take no notice about it," *pauses a moment smiling looking up at Yuya* "Ah but you are indeed special," *closes his eyes softly a smile still dancing on his lips*

Yuya:  I never noticed because I never knew when you were hinting...I'm not very good at hinting if you haven't noticed. *add quietly* Even Toh was pretty blunt.

Ying Ning: *chuckles* "Yes I have, you think after all the time we spent together you would have noticed by now......and it is alright," *turns on his side no longer looks Yuya in the eye* "I know this feeling of mine shall never be fulfilled? You are still yearning for Toh are you not?"

Yuya: *thinks for a minute but nods* Yeah...I do...but....I mean....You...*trails off again feeling flustered and mutters to himself* was it really that obvious?

Ying Ning: "Just a few moments I was talking about how I cherished you very dearly in my heart I think that would have been very obvious," *Sighs and sits up his eyes still closed he began fiddling with his hair*

Yuya: I thought that meant I was just a close friend or something. I told you, I need it to be blunt. Cat's don't do metaphors well. We're pretty literal.

Ying Ning: "Alright then....Yuya Oshiro I have been in love with you for almost nearly 3 years and only realized myself about 1 year ago, but...I know this love is rather fruitless even with me by your side your mind will be with Toh, so.." *he smiled up at him* "thank you allowing me to feel this way about you."

Yuya: * looked down* I...I don't know what to say Ying. I mean...yeah...you're right part of me still is with Toh but...*he furrows his brow* I mean...then...another part....*blushes covering his face* another part of me honestly wouldn't mind reciprocating you.

Ying Ning: *looks at Yuya surprised, his cheeks flushed a bit* "Tha-thank you for the kind words."

Yuya: *smiles a little but you could tell he was visibly conflicted* What should I do Ying? What do you want me to do?

Ying Ning: "...If you were to ask me I would say I Would hope you would try to forget about your love for Toh...but then it be me forcing you unwilling to do that, I fear I am a rather selfish lover and wish to be the only one my love is thinking about," *sighs and shakes his head then puts his hand on Yuya cheeks  looking him in the eye* "But this is not what I wish for, this is about what you want."

Yuya:  Selfish lover...I guess I'm the same and different at the same time. *quietly* I love and have loved multiple people at once...because I want them and don't want to hurt them or myself. *hugs his knees* I don't know what I want Ying...or rather I do...but I can't pick.

Ying Ning: *closes his eyes then pulls Yuya into a hug sighing he stroked his hair softly* " I have waited for more than 2 years now, a little longer will not affect me I believe," *pulls out of the hug and kisses Yuya forehead holding his face in his hands* "Please tell me when your heart is clear," *pets his hair* "I love you very dearly and want to be by your side when you have a clear heart."

Yuya:  *frowns*Ying. I don't think I've ever had a clear heart before, ever; I've always been too worried about pleasing multiple people at once. *sighs* what I'm trying to say is...I don't want to make you wait more...but I don't want to lose you either depending on what I do. I mean you came all this way for me and everything.

Ying Ning: *chuckles letting go of Yuya face then flops down on the ground* "That sounds like you....." *rolls on his side playing with the grass* "it is alright....I knew from the beginning this love is futile," *sooths Yuya hair* "I want you to be you, do what you want not me."

Yuya: *leans down and kisses Ying's cheek* Is it really all that futile? I told you that part of me loves you back. And all of me want to be by your side regardless of what I end up doing in the long run.

Ying Ning:  *smiles softly* "Thank you...for being so kind to me Yuya...."
Yuya:  *smiles a full genuine smile* I should be thanking you, Ying. You got me to smile for once in months. But anyways...of course I'd be kind to you Ying. Why wouldn't I be?

Ying Ning: *chuckles and pulls up his knees into a hug looking at Yuya dazzling smiling face, he grinned back himself* "Well for one when I first met you, you seemed as you rather be talking to a barking dog then me, and besides..I thought you like women."

Yuya: *thinks of someone for a brief moment* Um...well...at the time I would rather have to be honest. You're kind of scary when you want to be. As for the woman thing...I do but I have had exceptions.... *pauses and then adds bluntly* Plus I still have no fucking clue what gender you are really.

Ying Ning: *chuckles softly* Well to be honest with you *pulls a face* I have no idea myself.

Yuya:  *confused* seriously?

Ying Ning:  *nods his head and gather up his knees then hugs them* "I was born a sweet demure child......then after..a 'incident' I turned into a young teenage man and stayed that way for a while but it seems I turn female without warning at times, so I would not be able to answer myself truthfully even if you asked me."

Yuya:  Oh. *thinks* I guess that really doesn't change anything for me then. *looks away thinking for a bit then looks back at Ying with a smile* So I guess the answer for you is that you're also an exception

Ying Ning: *blushes slightly looking down* "Oh is that so..?"

Yuya: *nods a little then says quietly* Yeah...and its why...I really don't want to pick Ying. Is it too selfish of me to be like that?

Ying Ning: *smiles over at Yuya* You...can feel and do whatever you wish Yuya, *sighs* I think at this point really I hope to be by your side, so really I am being a bit selfish myself wanting to stay there.

Yuya: *looks down* I see. *he looks up again and at Ying's eyes* Then...would you mind if I did something...I wanted to do back when we first met? When we were much, much younger?

Ying Ning: *looks at him curiously* "...I do not think I would…, but what exactly actually?"

Yuya: *leans in and kisses him on the mouth quickly* ..That...*blushes and looks down* ...I can't believe I actually did that...I'm sorry...but I guess maybe now you can figure out why I avoided you so much when we met again....

Ying Ning: *chuckles and puts a hand softly on Yuya cheek a soft smile on his lips* Do not apologize rather...I enjoyed it....since we first met though?

Yuya: *nods still not looking at him* I thought you were pretty...I mean we were both technically ...but...yeah...and I guess the feeling just never really left.

Ying Ning: *is a little shocked at this new information and quite flushed himself* "Hay...Yuya look up, I want to see you face."

Yuya:  *hesitates for a moment but then faces Ying again. His eyes never really looked directly at Ying though.* Y-yeah?

Ying Ning:: *leans down and kisses Yuya softly on the lips he then pulled apart and looked Yuya in the eyes only barley 2 inches keeping the two apart*

Yuya: *laughs a little and whispers* S-so I guess...I guess I was wrong about being scared of being alone...*he looks up at Ying with a grateful yet almost melancholy smile letting on how scared he really was* Thank you...thank you so much...thank you....


Ying Ning: *he brushed Yuya hair softly caressing his face, looking into those warm dark brown eyes he loved all so much* "have I not already told you?.....I shall be by your side until one of us dies...." *he spoke in a soft calm, alluring voice, one full of kindness and love for Yuya*

Yuya:  *reaches up and hugs Ying's neck closing his eyes and whispering* I promise I will too. Even if you think I won't...even if Toh came back...I promise, thank you Ying.

Ying Ning: *smiles silently into Yuya neck nuzzling his head in it, just enjoying the moment of a man who once avoided him like a plague but embraced him so closely now, his hand traveled to Yuya back and started to rub it gently in a comforting manner*

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Ying Ning: *he was panting heavily  looking at Yuya just silent conversation with their eyes he finally broke it with a soft and loving voice* "you aright?"

                                                                            
Yuya: *he smiled back at Ying and responded quietly* Yes...more so

Ying Ning: *he smiled back a somewhat a ridiculously happy grin beaming full of happiness sunshine as if everything in the world with fine and bright* "You said you loved me back...."

Yuya:  *he blushed with a somewhat shy small smile looking down at Ying's chest* I-I did.

Ying Ning: *he began giggling like crazy suddenly tackling the two of them to the ground nuzzling up against his chest* "You have no idea how happy those words make me."

Yuya: *he was a little happy and confused at the same time* They do? ...You hear them all the time though Ying.

Ying Ning: "No..." *he began calming down a bit his fits of giggles settling down, resting on to Yuya chest* "yours make me...happier..."

Yuya: *he ran a hand through Ying's hair feeling a little shy and happy at the same time* Oh...I see...

Ying Ning:  *smiles softly in Yuya chest closing his eyes enjoying the feel of his hair being fondled with and the warmth of his love underneath him, not wanting to move or get up just wanting to live in this seemingly perfect moment*

Yuya: *he laid there quietly absentmindedly stroking Ying's hair and thinking after awhile he quietly spoke with a small smile* So...what happens to us now? I mean...you...and me...

Ying Ning: "well...." *he rolled over slightly so their stomachs were pressing up together, his arms reached up and wrapped around Yuya neck he looked up at him lovingly* "...this could just be simply a onetime thing, we could sneak around more," *closes his eyes frowning a bit then opening up again a angelic smile dancing on his lips* "Or we could be together."

Yuya: *he sighed thinking of the risks* ...I don't want this to be one time Ying...that's cruel to the both of us. *he kissed Ying again softly* but there's also a problem of Toh...

Ying Ning: *he kissed Yuya back then pulled apart shortly, closing his eyes in silent thought*.......If Toh were to ever come back...and feelings for her still linger in your heart, a wanting to be with her more then with me then...I will let you go back to her arms"

Yuya:  No. I don't want to do that to you Ying...even if I have to lie...I couldn't do that to you at this point

Ying Ning: *he laughed softly* "Then may I ask what you have devised inside your head?"

Yuya:  *smiling a little* I have one...but well I'd like to know if you have an idea first

Ying Ning: "Well I was hoping we could be together till the end of our lives but that currently is not very well an option cause of complications, do tell yours."

Yuya:  *is about to share his idea but stops when he registered what Ying said* Who said we couldn't? I said I'd be by your side with or without Toh remember?

Ying Ning: "..."he was silent for a strange long  moment, as if deciding to tell Yuya of some odd predicament but shook his head and smiled up at him* "Yes, yes....but your idea still."

Yuya:...What if we were together...in secret yet in plain sight...? You already have a rep for being...affectionate...no offense. You could even work for me as an assistant...if need be? *he smiled feeling proud of himself*

Ying Ning: "No offense taken I am aware my actions are quite overly affectionate,:" *he smiled silently at the thought then looked up and nodded* "It sounds like a good plan."

Yuya:  And so no one has to give anyone up...and we are technically together no matter how people slice it. Are...are you okay with that?

Ying Ning: *chuckles* "I am well happy as long as you area," *he thought to himself, he have to suppress his selfishness inside but  it was alright,, rolling off of Yuya he stood up and offered a hand* "It is getting quite late we should be getting you home now."

Yuya:  *he took Ying's hand standing up* I guess it is...but*not wanting to drop the subject* mean it honestly Ying. I love you and I consider us together...but...I really want to do what makes you happy as well. Don't say its okay unless you believe it...

Ying Ning: *chuckles* "Silly boy," *Ying pulled him up and gave him a quick peck on the lips* "Believe me when I am already content on the situation, your happiness is my happiness.....is your lower region alright by the way no pain?"

Yuya: *he laughed a little fixing his yukata to cover himself* Yeah...it hurts...I'm not going to lie. But I'll deal...and get used to it. *he blushed a little after saying the last part*

Ying Ning: *he chuckled softly and lifted Yuya from the ground into a bridal style position, with a mischievous smile he said in a sly voice* "Now what kind of man would let his love walk around in a pained state?" *he began walking back to the car*

Yuya: *let out a surprised noise at being picked up so suddenly and clinged to Ying's neck, blushing heavily as no one had ever done this to him before* Its fine really, don't worry

Ying Ning: "To bad I like this position then~" *smirks down* "I can see your blushing face quite well," *placing a quick kiss on his forehead he slid Yuya into the car then followed by going to the driver seat* "Home we go," *slides on the seat belt*

Yuya:  *still blushing heavily he silently slipped on his seat belt and braced himself*

Ying Ning: *starts driving like a mad man his tires screeching as he pulled back and they were onto the broken high road again, he began driving backwards then turning the right way when there was a curve in the road, he zipped through traffic before stopping in front of Yuya house* "Pweh! I think I made record time."

Yuya: Yeah...that's what happens when you don't stop for anything...you drive like how I ride my motorcycle

Ying Ning: *flashes him a smile* "I find it thrilling going at high speeds, do you need my help going inside?"

Yuya:  *shakes his head* I'm fine I swear Ying. *unbuckles his seatbelt and begins opening the door*

Ying Ning: *chuckles lightly and waves him a farewell* "See you soon Yuya."

Yuya:  *nods* Be careful okay? *closes the door and backs away to watch him pull off*

Ying Ning: *pulls out and starts driving home like a maniac again the happy silly smile back on his face*